Ah, Mathew.

Ah, life. How you trouble me so.

So today I watched So Close. Good action, cute girls, yadda yadda, you know how it is. =)

Other than that...well. Not really much to report. It's all the same. It always is.

I'm really afraid. I'm really afraid that you're going to turn me away the moment I reveal how I feel about you. And the really scary part is that I can't stop thinking about you. I don't know what to do, and that scares me, because being rejected again is not going to be very good for my self esteem.

And yet...somewhere, somehow, I have to try. And I hope, and know, that maybe you're reading this, and even though you have no idea that it's you that I'm talking about, maybe deep down inside that heart of yours you feel the same way I do. And when I see you again I won't have to be afraid, because I'll know that you feel the same way.