Ah, BD.

You know, I could acronym a million things and no one would ever know what I was talking about. Take today's title for example. BD? Is he talking about Blu-Ray Discs? Is he talking about backdooring? Is he talking about bouncing dragons? Is he talking about birth defects? Is he talking about baby drunks?

Okay, I was making most of that stuff up. But, you see what I mean?

So why BD? I'm sure I had a good reason. I do have a good reason. I doubt any of you, fellow readers, will know what that reason was. Maybe the more intuitive ones could figure it out. =)

Oh well. That's all I have to say about BD.

I notice that, by default (OH LOOK, BD! That's not what the BD in the title is. That was entirely by coincidence.) I'm quite the secretive person. My mom found out I got contacts/new glasses. She was...not entirely happy about the decision. Not like it was her decision to make, but...I mean, why go through the hassle of telling her if she's just going to get on my case about it anyway, right?

I guess, my mother and I have not had the closest of relationships, though...we...kinda sorta do? Ha. We depend on each other, but we don't...confide in each other. It's like...have you ever seen the movie Mr. and Mrs. Smith? It's about two assassins who marry each other but they don't realize the other is an assassin? So it's kind of like that. We live together, we eat together, we talk about mundane things like this and that, and we depend on that "social normalcy" or whatever term it is that is required of families. But other than that, we live these secret double lives from each other. I mean, (and NO ONE MUST TELL THIS TO MY MOTHER PLEASE) she thinks I work every Saturday. I don't. I work some Saturdays. More often than not, I'm not working. So I'm free to do what I please on Saturdays. I come home, she assumes that I was working, etc. etc. Conversely, she does things that I'm not aware of. You know she gets angry about me staying up so late, and yet I find her up at four in the morning watching her soap operas. Kinda hypocritical, no?

Anyway. So that's why I didn't really tell her about the contacts. For those of you who were curious. You know who you are. It'd be nice if we could grab a coffee sometime by the way. Not Peet's Coffee, thank you very much.

As for today? Today was a crappy day. But let's leave that at that.

Ah, snowglobes.

So while at work today I looked outside and I saw a SNOWGLOBE.

To be more specific, it looked like I was inside a snowglobe. Tee hee!

To explain, it snowed a lot today. Like HUGE snowflakes. I heard it was seventeen inches in some places. More like seven closer to home, but yeh. And then the sun came out, and melted the snow faster than you could say THE SNOW IS MELTING.

Yes. And just like that, the snow was gone. Except for patches here and there.

I'm tired.

My mom found out about my contacts/new glasses. No comment there.

I miss the old days when I had someone to talk to. Sigh.

Ah, BBCT.

No one is online right now that I feel I can properly SPIEL this too that would take a slight note of interest, so I'll blog about it instead so I don't explode over fanboyism. Well, it's not so much fanboyism as it's OMG THIS IS SO AWESOME WHY DIDN'T I TAKE AN INTEREST BEFORE?

Which, brings me to the title. What is BBCT, you ask? Well it must be pretty darn awesome if it brought me, and I'm not even supposed to be home right now, to blog, which I don't do very often anyway?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJmjVIXQrZE

Just three words. Oh. Ehm. Gee.

Ah, new glasses.

So I got new glasses. They're spiffy, and yeah. That's about it.

I dunno. I'm tired. I want to sleep, but I also feel I should update, soooooo here it is.

You know, an old...well...I wouldn't say FRIEND, but...I guess she's a friend. Ha. Someone I haven't talked to for like, 11-12 years just contacted me and was like "Hey what's up?" And while, it's...cool...it's also kind of...surreal. I mean I have no doubt that it's her, but she was living in San Francisco. Like, when I was in San Francisco. How...coincidental is that?

Anyways...like whoa. Wake up call, or something.

So basically, I guess we're friends, even though I haven't talked to her in this really long period of time. Basically, as some of you may or may not know, I went to a private school for my elementary years. As such, my graduating 6th grade class was comprised of five students yes, FIVE (count em on one hand) students. I guess that's where I can attribute most of my quick intellect and/or hard workingness from. Har har. And yeah, despite our tiny class size, I didn't really...like...associate with...people. I guess that doesn't really make sense. How do I put it...

Back then, she (yes, a girl) was kind of violent. Though, not towards me. And we didn't really talk. Like it was "Oh hey" and stuff, but I mean, we didn't really talk. lol. I guess this is all kind of weird, thinking about sixth grade way back when. AND YOU KNOW? SHE LOOKS EXACTLY THE SAME. Except more tan. At least, from what I can tell.

Gee. Now it's like, when I make a trip to San Fran, I have to go look her up, yeah? For old time's sake. Weirddddddddd. Though potentially cool, still very weirdddddd.

Anyway, there's a little history lesson for you, my faithful readers.

You know, blogging about this wasn't so bad. I think I might try to blog more often. Like, you know, more willingly-ish. Or something. I guess that's all. Time to sleep.

Ah, Kiva, contacts, and so much more!

Whoa, it's been awhile since I last posted. And you know, I don't even know if anyone reads this. BUT THEN AGAIN, I NEVER POST. So I guess it's my fault, really.

Ah well. What's today, Wednesday? Jeez, time kinda flies. At least it's SNOWING. FUN TIMES.

So let's see.

You know what's been occupying a large portion of my time? TV shows. I mean it's like, I've got Lost, Heroes, Battlestar Galactica, Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles, Dollhouse, Lie to Me, American Dad...how do I keep up with them all, you know?

And then I'm going to start two NEW shows. Although, they're short, so I don't think it really matters.

AND KAMEN RIDER KIVA. WOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Okay maybe that was unnecessary. Yes, I've been watching Kamen Rider Kiva. Since I assume you, my loyal readers, have never heard of/will watch this show, I'm pretty sure I can go into depth about the finale without worrying about spoiling anything for you. But in case you're anal about that sort of thing, I'll mark it. Or mark it so you can skip the whole thing altogether. I guess.

**SPOILERS ABOUND**
The Kamen Rider series is very popular in Japan. The basic premise is something akin to Power Rangers, but usually with only one hero, known as Kamen Rider. And like Power Rangers, there are different Kamen Riders. The latest (not as of this post) was known as Kamen Rider Kiva.

This show did something different straight from the bat. It was like watching TWO shows. We had the past, and the present. The present had the main characters, Kamen Rider Kiva (known as Wataru, for simplicity), and you know, etc. The past featured his father, and how everything came to be in the present. But it wasn't REVEALED entirely until like, the end. The time gap was 22 years, so it was like, they were revealing information in the past, and it answered questions that you saw in the present. It also answered past questions (things that occured in the "present" on previous episodes) and such. And so, this show caught my eye. I kept watching it.

BUT THEN IT TURNED INTO THIS DRAMA ROMANCE LOVE TRIANGLE EXTRAORDINAIRE. And I was like THIS IS A KIDS SHOW? HOLY CRAP. True, it's a kid's show. I mean, you've got your flashy transformation scenes, and the hero fighting monsters and whatever, but in an average episode? That "scene" is like, 1-3 minutes long. Literally. The entire episode focuses on like, the inter character drama and all that. And I was just in awe. Because it got better. INCREDIBLY CHEESY, but oh so good.

And so I've been busy lately, but I was able to watch the final five episodes tonight, and LET ME TELL YOU. LIKE WOW. Mio (the girl that Wataru falls in love with), is KILLED. BY WATARU HIMSELF. AND IT WAS LIKE WOW. Because Wataru's half brother Taiga intended to marry her and there was all this drama and Mio really loved Wataru and she wanted to kill Taiga because he was really the evil bad guy. AND THEN WATARU GOES BACK IN TIME TO TRY TO PREVENT HIS BIRTH TO SAVE MIO'S LIFE. But in doing so they incur the wrath of King from the past and oh my there's way too much to go over. And the way I'm describing it now makes it seem like some cheesy soap opera but whoa. For a kid's show? All this drama and romance and like, people dying and stuff? From something that's supposed to be like Power Rangers?

I'm sure you've seen Power Rangers. Evil villains are like, "We need to take over the world! Let's send a new monster!" And they do. Then the Power Rangers come out, save the day, and we learn a valuable life lesson.

Typical episode of Kamen Rider Kiva? Wataru can't fight Taiga because, after all, they're brothers. Taiga tells him he's weak, and tells him to come fight him again when he's sure to come at him with everything he's got (continuing the 3 minute fight scene from the previous episode.) Mio (the girl that both Wataru and Taiga are both in love with), continues to press Taiga into marriage. Taiga agrees, and they have the ceremony like, right away. This is where Mio stabs Taiga. In the stomach. She realizes then, that she can't go through with it, and runs away. Bishop tries to stop her, but Taiga tells him that Mio didn't do anything wrong, and that it was an accident. Meanwhile, something's up with Shima, the leader of the Aozora Organization. Nago, Megumi, and Wataru follow him to find out that Taiga turned him into a monster! But before they can do anything about it, Taiga KILLS HIM. Wataru goes into an angry rage and fights Taiga. Mio watches from a nearby hill and realizes she has mixed feelings and doesn't really want to kill Taiga. Pretty soon, Wataru gains the upper hand and is about to kill Taiga, but Mio jumps in the way saying NO. The episode ends with her death.

Oh, and that's only HALF the show. Because like I said, there's like, TWO shows going on. We've got the past story too, right? Nothing really happened in the past though. Maya (Taiga and Wataru's mother) and Yuri (Otoya's ex-girlfriend) saved Otoya (Wataru's father) from being killed by King (Taiga's father.)

Seriously. How much more epic is this? AND EVERY EPISODE IS LIKE THIS. In the next episode alone we find Bishop's fall from power when he revealed that he had a hand in Mio's death, how Otoya and Maya finally got together, Wataru and his father's fated meeting (because he died before he was born, which was shown later on), and etc. And of course short little fight at the end. Heh. But yeah. American Power Rangers, this is not.

**SPOILERS END**

Well, I finally finished that show. Good stuff. A new Kamen Rider called Kamen Rider Decade came out but I dunno if I'm going to watch it. I tried other Kamen Riders but it seems like they're more focused on the whole fighting monsters and stopping evil thing. Which is cool and all, but eh. I'm not really in the mood for action stuffs lately. Heartwarming dramas, that's the way to go.

Which reminds me, I'm going to suggest to each and every one of you to watch a movie called Happy Go Lucky. YES, it's rated R for language, but it's fast becoming quite possibly my favoritest movie of all time. It's a GOOD MOVIE. I went in expecting some romantic comedy but it was not, let me tell you. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tdjb98LOuEw Here's a trailer in case you're interested. But I recommend it. Really.

SOOOOOOOOO. HOW ABOUT SOME REAL NEWS?

I got contacts. =O

My mom doesn't know I got them. LoL. I don't know how I've been able to keep it from her, but she hasn't said anything, and I'm pretty sure she doesn't know that I have contacts. According to "everyone", I look really different. And it's true, I've always looked really different without my glasses. The only person I've ever actually had long conversations without my glasses with was Sarah, and she always said I looked better without them. So yeah. That's something new. Something new indeed.

I don't know when I'm going to break the news to my mother. I don't really know how to. Just like I don't know how to tell her I'm going to Toronto this summer. Ahahahaha.

Hoo boy. Fun times. Work's been work. It's late, I should go to sleep. Ah well, more news later. I covered the title already. WOO KIVA?

Ah, Cambodia.

So, it's another post. THOUGH, I don't really have much to post about, all things considered.

Quick note to myself, don't forget to shop at Sharper Image. And no, I'm not actually shopping at Sharper Image, but I'm leaving myself a coded message so I don't forget what I'm talking about/don't forget to do what it is that I'm supposed to do that I'm hiding from a certain person who could possibly be reading this right now but I'm not sure if they're reading this but I should probably try to hide anyway because they might be reading it.

It's late, and I'm tired. So Obama's our new president, ey. Well good for him. Dreams come true and all that.

My stuff is still being shipped in. Boy, I'm pretty late on Christmas presents. Good thing I don't really celebrate Christmas so really these are just like, presents that I get for people just in the spirit of getting presents for people. Hooray.

That and I'm waiting for my Sennheiser 555s. It said they were shipped, so they should be here soon. Good times.

Also for good news, I seem to be helping more people out than usual lately. I feel...good about this. That I'm able to fulfill requests and that sort of thing. For example, my boss's cousin who lives in Cambodia (ah, the title of this post! a connection!) wants a...penpal of sorts. And so she elected me. Yay me.

As for the bad news, well. I guess it's not really bad news, more like...just...well...I don't know. Like, can it really be considered bad news if it's the normal way of life? Like, let's say that every day at three o clock you KNOW that a bomb is going to blow up part of your house or something like that. And normally, that'd be like bad news. But if you already knew and it always happened all the time then it wouldn't really be bad news anymore. It'd just be like, Oh yeah, don't forget, bomb going off at three. Just like the sun rising. Or the birds singing. Or...whatever.

As for ME, well. I guess it's just been the same as it's always been. So there's really no "bad" news. Just..the same news. Heh. Though I guess I really can't expect things to change, what with me being in Washington and all and all I ever do is lounge around the house sleeping or eating or watching a movie or going to work and lounging around there.

I wonder if any of you know what I'm talking about without me actually telling you what I'm talking about. I wonder indeed. And I wonder how many of you are going to come to false assumptions! Ooh! I bet you all are going to come up with false assumptions. Sigh.

But...I can't really explain the missing part in my life. Well, I can, but it's complicated, and I don't think anyone really appreciates when I have these super long posts. Actually, I'm going to make a vote in my next post about that. We'll see then. But as for the missing part...it's...like I said. Something that will take awhile to explain. For lack of a better word, there is something missing.

Anyway. I guess I should sleep now. Ah, if only I could do that forever.

Ah, Sennheisers.

So I need new headphones. My old ones are broken. Well they still WORK, but taking them off is an annoyance and setting them down is an annoyance and yeah.

My mom also wants me to get her a set of headphones. Not that hers are broken, she just doesn't like them.

I have some shopping to do.

So I'm probably going to pick up another pair of Sennheisers for myself. I currently own 201s, and before that I had a pair of 580s. I'm thinking of picking up a pair of 280s, just because they're more easily obtainable and it seems that no one has anything bad to say about them. Well, nothing relevantly bad. We'll see!

I also have other things to buy. Like presents! Sigh.

And then there's life. I have to deal with that too. Aiyah.

I guess that's all for now.

Ah, holidays, 2008 style.

First post of the new year. Hooray.

So I was planning to update more. But I didn't really. I guess I got caught up with things. But that doesn't mean I haven't been reading YOUR blogs. You know, the people who read this. If they do read this. I can never tell.

Christmas Eve I spent 5 hours shoveling snow. When I came back into the house it was like 1:43 and I was like "Aha I just spent 5 hours shoveling snow." And yes, that's 1:43 AFTER MIDNIGHT. So I guess I spent REALLY REALLY early Christmas morning shoveling snow too. Gee that was...kind of tiring. And then it blizzarded right after. And the snow came back. And I gave up. The end!

New Years...well...I didn't really do much for New Years.

Well this holiday was fun.

Yep.

I guess that's all folks.

Ah, post #50

This, I do believe, is my 50th post. I mean I could be wrong, but who's counting anyway, right?

I thought I'd reach 50 a lot sooner, but I guess being lazy can put a dent in that road. That and other trials and tribulations. Ah well, but who reads this, right? I guess a few people do. Well, three anyway. =D

So I suppose I should make this post special in some way. Special, special. I'll tell you all an amusing story. I doubt any of you have heard this one.

When I was younger, one of the better treats I had in my life was going to the theater at Kahala Mall. (This was back in Hawaii, and Kahala Mall was this indoor mall with a theater that was fairly close to my house.)

And so on this particular weekend, Batman and Robin had just been released (the 4th Batman movie in a string of Batman movies that was spiraling downwards to horribleness. This was before the revitalization with Batman Begins) And being the Batman fan that I was, I wanted to see it. Duh? Of course, I wasn't all analytical with movies back then like I am now. Back then it was like BATMAN! YAY!

Of course, Con Air had also been released at the time. You know, starring Nicholas Cage about the convicts taking over the airplane and stuff? So we went to the theater and it was like, "Let's go see Batman!" and my mom was like "No, let's go see Con Air! I heard it was really good. My coworker said it was really good." And I was like ehhhhhhhhHHHH, cuz you know. Batman! Yay! My cousins were also with us, and they too wanted to watch Con Air. And my mom was like, "We can go see Batman next time, okay?" And I was like fine. But I knew she'd regret it somehow.

So we went to go see Con Air. Being the rated R movie that it was, there was like rape, and violence, and..you know, other rated R type stuff. Basically deranged convicts and other types of things that my mother in no way condones. Or likes watching. Ever.

After the movie I was like I KNEW I WE SHOULD'VE WATCHED BATMAN. HA.

Although I must admit, Con Air is definitely a better movie than Batman and Robin. But you know, I was only like 10 or 11 or so. I didn't know the difference.

I guess that's all for now. We're still kinda snowed in here. It's very pretty outside.

Ah, blizzards.

Yes, blizzards. It is blizzarding. Well not right now. It WAS blizzarding. There's snow everywhere. Except on the tree directly across from my window, across the street. How odd is that? It doesn't look like there's a single drop of snow on that tree. How extremely mysterious.

But the snow is quite deep. I believe it comes to over my ankle. Probably more. That's some deep snow. I don't have anyone to throw it at though. Sadness abounds.

And so I find that I have not one but TWO followers. This intrigues me. Although I am intrigued by who else might be reading but has not left a sign. If you're out there, let me know!

Though I doubt there's anyone left. So I guess it's just the three of us! Woo! Party time! Or Coffee Time! as Naomi puts it. Though I suppose with the audience I have, that makes absolutely no sense whatsoever. Just imagine a lot of flashy lights and people serving coffee and dancing and stuff. No? It's okay.

So I have three weeks off from my restaurant. I haven't really planned any trips or anything. I guess maybe I should have, but maybe I shouldn't have. I feel like I'm losing touch with the world and reality. No...I'm losing touch with...how to interact properly with people. It's something I feel I can't do right anymore. But more than that, perhaps it's also a feeling of...purposelessness. And no I don't need lectures on making my own purpose and all that. It's something deeper. Something that I can't solve right away. These things take time. I just wish that it'd go by faster.

And so with that, I will try to blog more for my limited audience. We'll see what I can come up with.

Ah, blogging habits.

I guess I just kind of fell out of the habit in blogging in this thing. Which begs the question, who still reads this?

Why don't you go ahead and drop me a comment if you still do. I'm curious.

Which also begs the question, why stop blogging?

Perhaps I wasn't strong enough to wait four years. Perhaps I'm not strong enough to wait a couple days. It doesn't matter though. In the end, the outcome is always the same.

Ah, four years.

I'm back from California.

Four years? Four years. FOUR YEARS?!

No one has any idea about what I'm talking about. Heh. Some of you can guess, others can ask, but I shall tell no one. I guess all you can do is wait for four years and see what happens then, ey?

In other non related news, things must change. For the better or worse...well...

Four years...

I can wait four years.

Ah, redemption.

I'm going to California. For two weeks.

Perhaps...perhaps there is hope after all.

Ah, faith.

I've lost it. *refers to title*

I've lost...my sense of worth. I've lost faith that life is going to get better. It really isn't. I don't know why I delude myself into thinking that it will be.

I've lost the touch. The magic touch where I could easily talk to any of my friends and feel welcome. And loved. And respected. And all those other things. I'm not the same person I was before. I'm someone that no one really wants to associate with.

I've lost the girl. Yes, the girl. She'll never say yes. I can prove it, but what's the point? There is no point. She'll never say yes for as long as I live. And it doesn't really matter who it is. She'll never say yes.

I've lost the job. No, I still work. I've lost the will to work. Why work? Why bother supporting myself? Supporting anyone? I'm clearly unfit. I'm just another lazy bum who's getting by day by day. It's not like life brings any satisfaction. Why should I work to support a life that has no justification?

I've lost the dream. There once was a time when my dreams saw the future. Laugh all you want, but my dreams came true. Every single one of them. And then they stopped. And then I had normal dreams, about flying, or being a secret agent, or doing all sorts of random things that you wouldn't do in real life. The things that don't ever come true. But it's more than that. I've lost any hope that life is going to get better. I'm tired of waiting for a better future. I'm tired of looking for opportunity and working hard to get what I deserve. I've worked hard. I don't get what I deserve. I get the opposite of what I deserve. Karma doesn't exist. If it did, I must have been Hitler in my past life.

Faith? What faith. Hope? What hope. These are all meaningless to me now. It doesn't matter if she says yes; she'd be doing it out of pity. It doesn't matter if I land a swell job; I'd only be recognized for someone I'm not. It doesn't matter if life gets better; it always gets worse. There is no rock bottom. Life always gets worse. There's really no point in me typing anymore.

And you know what? I'm pathetic. I keep thinking about how life would just be so much less stressing if I jumped off a cliff, or into a car, or into a lake, or off a plane, or whatever. But I could never go through with it.

BECAUSE I HAVE FAITH THAT ONE DAY IT'LL GET BETTER.

Now that's pathetic. I'm so stupid.

Ah, little red flowers.

I haven't posted for awhile, and it's the end of the month.

Maybe it's just me, but life is pretty depressing lately.

Actually, I think it is me. But I don't think that really changes the fact that I find a lot of things depressing lately. The movie I'm watching right now, for example. It's really cute and very dramatic and stuff, but...it's just really depressing. Or maybe the movie is supposed to be like that, but still.

...Wow that kid is a genius.

Sigh, and the fact that this kid is a genius depresses me. ISN'T THAT SAD? Or pathetic on my part. Or something.

Maybe I just need a little acknowledgement. Or...something else entirely. Yeah.

Okay, enough of that lameness. Let's talk about cherries.

My mom bought some Rainier cherries today. The good kind. You know, the really good kind? She bought a whole bunch of them for $8. A WHOLE BUNCH. When I say a whole bunch, it's like, a lot.

Anyway, I don't like cherries. Or cherry flavored things, for the most part. So I will probably never eat/try these really good Rainier cherries that I bought. Yes, I bought these cherries. OH THE IRONY. Or something.

Did I mention I don't like cherries? Why, I could even say I hate cherries. But it's not like I go out and systematically eliminate all the cherries I see. I can stand cherries to a certain degree. Like I won't die when I eat a cherry. I'd just prefer not to eat cherries.

Yeah, I think that's enough about cherries.

So I went camping. I don't know if you can really call it camping. More like eating food outdoors and just spending the night in the car. Or something. It was okay.

So I started teaching english. I think I said that before. It's been fun.

I'm a little hungry.

I don't know what else to say. I do know that. Well. Things are happening. And maybe one good thing is happening. Maybe. And that one good thing is the light in the darkness, yeah? Beacon of hope and all that. We'll see what happens.

Ah, Cinema Paradiso.

I've decided to start up watching movies again. Like NONSTOP WATCHING MARATHONS. Or at least, every chance I get. Currently I'm watching Nuovo Cinema Paradiso.

But of course, you're not reading this for the movies I'm watching. Though in my current queue I have 50 or so movies that need watching. I'd better get started, ey?

And yes, that's not an exaggeration. I'd list them but, it's a long list. =)

In the meantime...well. I guess I should try to be more positive about things. Though it's somewhat...difficult to do so considering my current situation. Eheh. I look forward to Saturday. We'll see what happens, I guess.

Ah, tutors.

So, it seems that my Myspace/Facebook craze has mysteriously died out. I'm simply too lazy to continuously check on it. Ha.

And I'm a tutor again! I'm teaching...conversational English. Or at least, something like that. There are those that would say my English is really bad...but honestly I think it's my best subject. I guess I'm just not that smart, ey?

My student is someone who moved over here from Korea. She was looking for someone to help her with English and I guess I fit her description of a good teacher. She commented to my mother that I was "exactly what she was looking for." GO FIGURE, EY?

And before any of you get any ideas, she's 32.

Although really, if I saw her I would've guessed she was like, 25. She looks really young. And very hip. Maybe I'll post a picture on here if I get one.

AAAAANYWAYS, what else. I don't know what else. That's it for now.

Ah, unreasonable images of a fake girl.

You know I put up all these titles for my posts, but really my only goal is to make sure that no title is the same as another. Thus I have all these weird post titles that no one would ever get. Ah well.

SO. I came back from Hawaii. It was a nice trip. Put things into perspective for me. A lot of things into perspective. I will have to dwell on these perspective view changes.

But it was a nice trip. I'm not going to upload pics up on here because I'm incredibly lazy. But I will detail my trip. In detail.

I stayed up alllll night long on Tuesday because, as we all know, I can never get up. And I packed and stuff. Got to the airport, got onto my flight without incident, flew over without incident, got stuck in the plane because of an incident...lol. I took a taxi to my Uncle's place, crashed and fell asleep for a good 6 hours or so, had dinner, went shopping at Longs, went to Coldstone's for some ice cream, settled in, all that good stuff.

WEDNESDAY - I stayed home. Again. It was my cousin's graduation but I wasn't allowed to go. Only parents. =( I just chilled at their place for awhile. Eden called me up and Chawn and her picked me up and we chilled at Chawn's place. It was nice. I got to talk to Ziggy on the phone. =O We didn't really do much. It was Eden's first time driving stick. It was a bit bumpy but she performed marvelously, I think. For her first time, that is. Chawn's mom was nice. I guess that's all I really have to say about that night.

THURSDAY - Woke up, got ready. Took the #3 bus down to Piikoi St. and walked over to SAFEWAY. Yes, Safeway. Go figure, ey? I saw Cathreen running around the store. She didn't notice me but eventually we got together and it was all gee. Had lunch at Zippy's, which no one who reads this blog save for one person knows what it's really like to eat at Zippy's. At least, I don't think anyone else knows. Then we went to the homeless park and talked for a good long several hours. It was nice catching up on everything. Then Ken and his mother picked me up from the park and we went to the LAN.

THURSDAY NIGHT - So there was a LAN party at Ken's house, although I don't know if we could really call it a LAN party because it wasn't much of a LAN party. I didn't bring my computer after all, and no one played any video games or anything. There wasn't much to be done. I watched some House with Eden. It was a good show. And we commented about other people. And that was pretty much it. There were some people there who were doing things that shouldn't have been done, but eh. Then there was that whole incident with Eden driving so we could get some drinks and two cars nearly hitting us. Heh. Yeah, I slept over too. 4 hours woo!

FRIDAY - So on Friday I woke up, helped clean up the house a bit. Then Kierstin stopped by and picked Eden and I up to go SHOPPING! YAY. We had this plan where we would buy Eden a rabbit, so we stopped by the Mililani Town Center pet shop to find a rabbit. And they had this huuuuge sign that said "RABBITS NOT FOR SALE" so we were like crap. Ran over to Napoleon Bakery to grab a cake but Eden didn't like cakes. So we ran to Longs to grab candles and matches. But we didn't get any matches because they sold them in like these huge 20 packs and I was like wow I don't need 50 million matches so I bought a lighter instead. Then we went to Ward shopping center because there was a pet store and Kierstin and I ran around the store looking for bunny cages and bunny food and the like, because we had absolutely no idea what we were doing. We finally settled on a cage, and some food, and a water bottle, and most importantly, a rabbit! Ha ha. She named it Cream. And I did some more shopping, clothes and the like. And then I went back to my Uncle's place.

FRIDAY NIGHT - We went to Maple Garden, which was this chinese restaurant I used to go to all the time. They had new management and stuff so we decided to try it out. It was pretty good. Typical above average chinese food, methinks. It was nice. Went shopping at the Navy exchange right after, which was an interesting turn of pace. Yeah.

SATURDAY - I went back to Ala Moana for more shopping, because I needed to buy more things, obviously! And then there was Eden and Kierstin's graduation, which was very nice. Such a happy event. And that was my Saturday.

SUNDAY - Time to leave. More shopping, for candy and the like. Not much else to say. Aha. And I left.

Yeah, could you tell I got lazier as the post went on? Heh. As for different perspectives on things...well. I just wish things were a little different, and a little easier. But it's not, and they're not, and well. I'll just have to work things out, somehow, some way. But if only things were easier.

Ah, pineapples, chocolates and nuts, oh my.

And so I go to Hawai'i in search of pineapples, chocolate, nuts, and...good food. Mm. ZIPPY'S HERE I COME! =D

I guess that's all. I think the excitement has finally kicked in. I haven't even packed yet and my flight is in like 5 hours. Ahaha.

I'm last minute like that. Take care, all you blog readers, I shall see you again soon~

Ah, lingering dread.

I feel like I'm making a terrible mistake.